oxygen

head spinning..................

i'm down on my knees again..................

nowhere and nothing..................

i don't believe in anything..................

i'm sinking..................

take my hand..................

tell me the future you see..................

i've stared at my palms a thousand times..................

but nothing comes clearly to me..................

i'm learning..................

to let go..................

i'm not right..................

choking on oxygen all night..................

feed me lies..................

white noise to quiet my mind..................

i try..................

to tell myself i'm better off..................

hoping..................